... for momma they flew by but for me they drug on and on....
k. So the straw that broke the camels back has been laid. Wednesday morning my room room mate ( the black one) started setting her alarm clock to snooze every 20 minutes starting at 7am. So I said fuck it and got up. I got dressed and started tidying up my room, not paying attention to my roomie because I don't understand how the hell you fall back asleep. One of my suitemates was already up, she had taken a shower. I was in the common area putting stuff away and she snapped at me
"What do you think you're doing making all that noise? Don't you know Antoinette is sleepong?" By this time she was awake, just laying in bed. And I just said sorry and left early for class. On my way to class I called my cousin Jenny and told her what happened, and she was shocked at the lack of respect and the crap I'm putting up with, she said I needed to stick up for myself and not let them walk all over me.
So Wednesday I ran some errands, not wanting to go back to the dorms, I avoided everyone all day. Lindsy called finally. <3 She had me worried. I said she should come up, and she was like "no, you should come here" So I just said okay. I went an got my new phone and packed a couple bags. My suitemates were like "where ya going?" and I just said out. The roads were a NIGHTMARE. I probably didn't leave at a decent time, but at least I was gone. I left at 5pm and didn't get to Roseville until 8:30ish. At least the pass wasn't closed. I got $60 ripped off of me for chains and installation. When I got to the chain removal area the chains had broken apart and kinda wrapped around my axle. So sometime I'm gonna go buy some good chains. There was a truck that I followed that seemed to know the way, every time there was a patch of bad road he put on his hazord lights, I think he noticed that I was playing follow the leader.
Anyways. I finally got to Lindsys <3 We were waiting for Denise to call us to see if she had any yay. She only had a little bit, so Lindsy bought it. Then we went to Safeway to get some food and when we got back Denise's boyfriend had left for Oakland to start another record. She was in tears. So I left Lindsy and her together and I went to pick up a sack. When I came back Denise was okay with us just chilling at Lindsy's place.
While this was all happening I was out in the heart of North Highlands being a very scared white girl, but my connection was hella nice and respectful, so then we drove to an area that I knew waaaaaay better and met up with this other guy who looked like a pimp. Huge gold earings, huge gold rings, and a grill. The whole thing. Then it was over, and I drove my friend home.
Finally got to settle down at Lindsys. We watched Alice in Wonderland over and over because Denise hadn't seen it and she kept missing scenes. It was a good night. Throughout this I can't even tell you how many time my room mates called me, blah.
So Thursday morning when Denise and Lindsy fell I asleep I decided to call my dad and let him know I was in town, he was upset because I drove on the roads and he didn't know, blah blah blah, double standard. But I did get some stuff accomplished. I called my old psychiatrist and told him what happened to me, and he wrote out prescriptions for me, I just need to make an appointment to see him when I come home for Spring Break. I'll probably make a doctors appointment too while I'm at it. During the afternoon I caught up on Degrassi <3. Then I went and picked up my medications. I went to bed at 7pm. I took a ambien that wasn't a controlled release, so I was wiped out from 7pm-1pm. Then I just laid in bed until Bonnie came over, then I kinda woke up. Then Ariele and Kati showed up, and I went out with them. I got my tongue pierced.
Today I woke up at noon, and I went downstairs to eat something. Bonnie noticed that my tongue was pierced, and she couldn't keep it to herself so my dad noticed, and he threw a fit. So I got all my stuff together and bailed. I drove back to Reno.
I've pretty much decided I'm gonna be more like myself to my room mates. And if pissing them off is what it takes then I'll do it.
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