My best friend from Reno killed himself. I think... I tried to call him while I was moving, but then my phone died leaving my with no numbers... then I tried his apartment, but there was no answer. I think he succesdecd in killing himself, and it's all my fault. I feel terrible, and I don't know what to do .It's eating me up inside. I have no way of communicating with him to know for sure.. but I feel in my gut that what happpned has happened.... he's gone.