... try to find me...

I'm watching this thing on Showtime about breast cancer. Support groups that included family, I wish my mom had taken me with her to her cancer support group, or involved me at all. I miss her a lot during milestones. Right now I'm about to finish up high school, taking senior portraits, and all this stuff that isn't as sentimental as I wish it could be. I dunno.

I just know right now I want to lose more weight and turn 18 in style. When I get down two more sizes my dad said he'd give me $1,000 for new clothes. I'm excited about that. I think that calls for a trip to San Francisco. I want to go with lots of friends. It'll be fun.