Girls are made of sugar and spice but the ones with tattoos are naughty and nice.

... thinking that I saw you there....

 

Looooong ass time and no update.

I'm still going to Independence.

I haven't been working at my dad's office as much.

I've been going to the gym twice a day, usually with Lindsy.

My anxiety has gotten worse. Just feeling so stressed out. On the 13th I'm having a colonoscopy, scope down the throat, and swallowing a camera. I feel so overwhelmed like the 13th (it's a Thursday) is my impending doom. Either they'll find something serious, or they won't find anything at all. Which are both awful things to happen. Lindsy is going to go with me. On top of that I'll be on my period for the procedures. Sexy. But at least this time I'll remember to bring some really warm socks.

I saw my doctor today. He changed me from 150mg of Effexor to 10mg of Paxil, as for the ClonazapAM... just told me to take more pills more often. I was really hoping for something like Valium. Just something that could make me stop thinking about everything. It's so overwhelming.

Soooo... going to the gym is going well. I try to go twice a day, if not at least once. I'm supposed to go tonight with Sydnie. <3 She's been sick, I missed her.

I got my laptop back. Go me. It's all better.

Someone come make me better.

I can't even get excited about how much weight I've lost.