Girls are made of sugar and spice but the ones with tattoos are naughty and nice.

.... when you've been victimized, tales from another broken heart.....

 

So today was pretty good.

I got up, lazed around, then I decided today was a day to masturbate. So I did, came twice, then I took a long shower. Washed my hair, decided to shave my legs, pussy, arms... all nice and soft. So I go to my room, I'm drying off, and I get a call from a number I don't know. I answer, and who is calling me? D is calling me. His wife and kids are in town, and he's alone. So I told him to give me 20 mintues and I'd meet him.

I got dressed, met him, and followed him to his  house. Damn he lives in a nice house. He was really nervous, like last time. We started on the couch, I was sucking his cock.. which was so big and thick I could just barely fit my lips around it - which is saying something. He kept trying to call his wife to see if she was on her way back or not, then we went to the bedroom... Oooh man it was fun. I put the condom on him, and layed back teasingly... then he got on top, and started to push into me... good thing he makes me so wet, otherwise  he would never have fit, he just barely fits inside of me and moans in my ear "oh god, you make me do baaaad things". Omg, hot. So he's just banging me, and it was feeling soooo good. Then he came. It was terribly quick, but it wasn't porn star quality. He felt bad. He's married though, he doesn't have to put on a porn star show everytime he bangs his wife.. and I'm... well - very tight since I haven't had a couple kids. lmao. So.. he was felling bad "I'm pathetic, just like that, pathetic, can't even last for you...", I got really close to him, rubbed his crotch and said "If you were pathetic, I wouldn't be here" which made him feel better.

After that I headed to Pamida to get some toys for Cole. Then back home.

My sister called, and guess who's in Kalispell? My brother Chris who can't make it here for Christmas, but can for the week before Christmas. That kinda pissed me off. I want my dad here for Christmas, I mean, I'm sick, and it's my first Christmas moved out. So, boo on him. Brian is coming Wednesday, and Cortney is coming Saturday.

Tonight was interesting. I had blood in my stool - which freaked me out, but I guess it's to be expected. I'll call my doctor monday and let him know. If it was related to the procedure I had Wednesday, I think I would've passed blood Wednesday night or Thursday. Not Saturday, that's too long, and the blood was bright red, so it was fresh, I think. I dunno. I had really bad pain for a while, like the 10 on a scale of 1-10. So I took one of my blue pills and waited. I feel better now. Tomorrow I'm going to town, and seeing AJ.