.... because it's a short piece of time...
News:
My dad and Bonnie have set a date to get married: August 8, 2008.
My dad has told me to look for a place to set up permanent residence because he is selling the house.
When my dad sells the house next summer none of my boxes are going with them.
I feel so down and depressed - and I feel like I can't tell anyone. Sydnie always tells me she'll always be here for me, but the last few days no one has been around I feel like there is nothing stable in my life. I really just want to go marry Shawn and say fuck it to my entire family. The person I am to my family isn't the person I really am; they will find out eventually, why not now? Besides, I wanna marry before my dad re-marries.
Or before I die.
The doctors discovered "two thyroid nodules of significant size to warrant a biopsy". "Nodule" is another way to say unknown mass. I have two unknown masses on my thyroid - and I'm scared. I can't tell anyone I'm scared either.
cancer